I have been working with the point of working with every person in my world and my reality, because I realize how I am spiting others if I work with myself, but do not accept or allow myself to work with others as one and as Equals.
I just realized how my ‘project’ has been done before. This project has been made a success and a living reality between me and my human physical body; EVERY instance that I lie or deceive myself = the body puts up a sign saying “Hey: you’re lying about X aspect of your experience and your design. Sort it out or I’ll have to make it more obvious, by accumulating your self-deception to manifest into a ‘brick wall’ as physical experience of how irrelevant you made yourself to reality.”
Within the amazing capabilities of the human physical body to express what I really do and live, not for one moment does the body suddenly create pain because of how extensively I have deceived myself. The body does not react with any frustration, any anger, any remorse, any sorrow, any despair = at all.
So the first question that immediately comes to mind is: How can my human physical body cope with a self-destructive, self-deceptive bastard like me, that even has trouble seeing a lie as a lie to myself, and myself alone? What kind of living realities as living self-realisations did my body require to manifest into a living reality of ‘who it is here’ so that it may therefore accept me unconditionally, and support me by/through simply putting up ‘red flags’ when deception is here and I am either denying or accepting it; instead of directing the deception through practical common sense to become that which is best for all.
Which leads to another question that must be asked first: what creates conflict/friction/polarity/spite? Thoughts. The thoughts that I do not see about me as clearly as thoughts are emotions, and the murky thoughts about other people are feelings.