“I feel so ashamed” Character
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the belief that I am absolved of the consequences I alone manifested for myself when I react in regret/guilt/shame to/towards deeds I have done to myself.
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see/realise/understand that consequence does not change when I participate or not participate in regret/guilt/shame.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in backchat about regret/guilt/shame and who I should be in relation to this point.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to approach my relationship with regret/guilt/shame from the Mind, such that I’m never sure of what to do with myself and therefore allow the Mind as my accepted and allowed self doubting thoughts/emotions/feelings to decide for me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to approach the emotion of regret/guilt/shame from the starting point of self interest.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to manipulate myself with regret/guilt/shame to further my own self interest as the want/need/desire to be absolved from the consequences I have accumulated for myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to attempt to apply a shortcut to absolving myself of consequences by/through attempting to supercharge my motivation to supercharge my corrective actions.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to relate to creating a negative experience to accumulate to a positive one as the Mind’s design when I decide to use regret/guilt/shame as a tool to negatively motivate me to apply positive actions to accumulate and win/reward myself with positive results.
When I am participating in regret/guilt/shame, hidden within/as layers of shyness, depression, anger, defensiveness, hurtfulness etc., I stop – I breathe. I do not accept or allow myself to participate from the starting point of self interest as the intricate preparation to walk the process for a self administered reward of Energy/positive experience. I accept and allow myself to adjust my starting point in every moment to align the outcomes of my life to what is best for all to ensure that I do not accept or allow any participation in the Mind to fuck with me as a reflection of how I would be fucking myself as my own life up if I continue to participate in the Mind of self interest.
I commit myself to show that cheaters can only ever possibly cheat themselves, and thus no one is to blame; the only point that will produce an outcome that is best for all is myself as my own self directive principle; NOT a glorified product I sell to myself such as the selling of regret/guilt/shame as a shortcut to the reward I imagine after walking the process to self change to what I think is best for all.
I commit myself to show that what is best for all cannot be understood within/as thoughts/emotions/feelings; only lived within/as my daily participation.
I commit myself to show that regret/guilt/shame is only a feeling that is only created to hide from the reality of what I have accepted and allowed within myself, and therefore cannot be trusted to be prudent in managing and directing my life while I experience and must live with the consequences.
I commit myself to stop participating in regret/guilt/shame to instead dedicate myself to always ensure that I am participating within/as a self made decision to align all to outcomes that are best for all as a living statement that I see/realise/understand that I am always the answer to my own problems because I created my problems a little at a time over years of abdicating my life to systems of behaviour for every excuse I can think of in my imagination. Therefore within/as each self corrective action in the smaller, I am proving to me alone that I see/realise/understand myself as the principle of one small step at a time, one and equal to how I fucked with myself over time.