I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the belief that a passionate angry character is exactly what I need to lead my life to outcomes of success according to my own judgment.
I commit myself to show that everything that I believe I need within/as thoughts/emotions/feelings are all completely false because they all do not in fact consider reality and only consider the extent of my accepted and allowed fears and knowledge/information that I have programmed into myself beforehand.
I commit myself to stop relying on characters to live/apply myself effectively in my world because I realise that characters represent delusion as they can only exist when I think them up into existence.
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to trust myself here alone to be the solution as what I need to lead my life.
I commit myself to show that who we really are are certainly not a unique mixture of characters, but instead are one and equal parts of Life that share one and equal responsibility for what the world is, by/through firstly living/applying who I really am within/as every moment of breath to stop the characters to realise what has always been here.
I commit myself to show that all calculations behind desires, decisions, opinions, and other manifestations of thoughts/emotions/feelings represent separation and are based in self interest.
I commit myself to show that unpredictability is an indication of reality because the reality is the future remains uncertain until I make a decision and live/apply it immediately.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define myself according to a dull character, so that I am atracted to dazzling characters as a passionate angry character.
I commit myself to show that dull or exciting, characters are all byproducts of self interest where one participated in these characters to win inevitably.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the belief that to survive in the world, I must be a genius at something that no one else is yet, and that this is the only way to a life of peace and ease.
I commit myself to show that the conflict I experience within/as the pursuit of a life of peace is created by the characters I adopt, because each character is like a box I deliberately fit myself into out of self interest and fear of survival.
I commit myself to show that characters are not who I really am, and so I will never be able to direct myself in reality until I stop the characters to get to know who I really am.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define myself according to constantly and continuously comparing my actions to an idea of a genius.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the belief that I am not as smart as others.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want/need/desire to be a genius at something out of fear of survival.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the belief that if I do not accomplish tasks like a genius would, my survival is not guaranteed and therefore I fear not completing tasks perfectly as I have imagined in my thoughts.