I commit myself to investigate the excuses/justifications I have created to abdicate the outcomes of my actions to/towards what other people do/express.
I commit myself to stop believing other people apparently have enough power over me to dictate what actions and therefore what outcomes I create for my life.
I commit myself to take back my own power, that I have squandered to/towards others, to direct and dictate my actions and therefore be responsible for the outcomes that I create.
I commit myself to show that the beginning of any form of giving starts wit
h giving myself back to myself, as the words/values I require living to lead a life that is practically walked.
I commit myself to show that living starts with living for oneself.
I commit myself to show that living always starts with Self first, and that if I cannot even give to myself what I require to practically walk my life, I have nothing to give to anyone, including myself until I decide to apply myself for myself first.
I commit myself to stop fearing my own actions that I see/realise/understand I am doing for myself, and myself alone; no one else first.
I commit myself to show that an action with an expectation to/towards others attached is an indication that I have not actually considered myself first and have compromised myself because I deliberately left a backdoor for another person to screw up my life with the right input/expression throughout a day.
I commit myself to apply/live actions from a starting point of Self, instead of applying/living actions that are in fact reactions to my own wants/needs/desires; because I felt driven to act after enough participation in my wants/needs/desires.
I commit myself to give back to myself the authority to make my own decisions.