I commit myself to show through my writing the nature and workings of the mind consciousness system and how I have, created specific personalities within my conscious, subconscious, unconscious and physical mind/backchat as a way to distinguish, separate, and validate my ‘individuality’ using ‘reactive’ personalities — personalities that later experienced regret due to the extreme nature of my polarity — causing me to desire ‘do-overs’ because of the consequences I created.
I commit to showing how rarely, if ever, I honestly communicated with anyone because the characters I call myself have been too busy reacting, interpreting, listening for cues to inform and ‘cross-reference’ each other within backchat and internal conversations that I have not been really present with others. When I see myself go off into my mind of justifications, backchat and memories, I stop and breath and remain here in this physical reality and moment.
I commit to show…
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