Day 160: Authority Clash

Part of a series of posts I am doing to dismantle myself:

I commit myself to when and as I interpret school to override my decision making ability, making believe that school has power over me through money, to stop and breathe. I realise that I have absolute power over who I will be, what I choose to live out because when what I decide is not what is best for all, school as the human beings in charge of regulations will also hold me accountable for the decision that I accepted and allowed. I realise that within this, my arrogant decision to follow energy/thoughts/emotions/feelings so lightly, and my ignorance of who I decided to be/become is also a decision that I accepted and allowed, and I accepted and allowed myself to act in ignorance; no one else can make me ignorant of myself, so how important is self honesty when I can even deceive myself into believing that I have not been deceived, I am ‘free’, I am ‘happy’, my ‘haven’ is all that matters to me (positive)/fuck everyone else (negative).

I commit myself to become aware of the decisions that I have made by myself, and as my first action I commit myself to forgive myself for the stupid decisions I made before giving me back to myself, the story that I had “hidden” from myself.

This post isn’t long enough.

About Kasper Kwan

Currently supporting myself in the process of establishing my words in the physical principles of Oneness and Equality. Had to start this process because I have allowed and accepted my words to be established in the mental idea of self-interest/greed, and only realised this recently.
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2 Responses to Day 160: Authority Clash

  1. Pingback: Day 161: Please Do Not Take My Work Away! | Kasper's Journey To Life

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