I commit myself to when/as I see myself believing that I have no support to be ‘intelligent’ out of the excuse that no one cares if I am not intelligent and starve, to stop and breathe. I realise that I define for myself, all by myself, my own definition of intelligence and live the definition through my own thoughts, words, and deeds alone, so within this I realise that even with support from other people/sources/material, I have been living the word ‘intelligence’ according to my preprogrammed limitations.
I commit myself to stop weaving stories to justify the outcome of me giving up, such as me giving up on the activities that I require to do to walk a specific future, to instead commit myself to start always with breath here as foundation for all information I receive, and in this I realise that most information is useless because of no application, so I commit myself to focus exclusively on knowledge WITH application, thus I realise the importance – from a reality perspective – of making sure that here I have an application for this knowledge. So in this I Commit myself to stop browsing the Internet for topics out of curiosity alone because this is the physical equivalent of following my thoughts/emotions/feelings, which occupy physical time that is LIMITED.
I commit myself to when/as I see myself thinking of taking advantage of another, triggered by seeing another blind to one point, to have more possessions, to stop and breathe. I realise that the temptation to greed/self interest is my own creation, and is not the other person’s fault, I am the only one having this thought in my head, meaning if I did not say anything, it would be as if it did not exist at all. I commit myself to redefine contentment according to physical need = human body, food, water, shelter, clothing, electricity, to realise that my survival is dependent on my own words/behaviour alone, so I may focus on understanding exactly how I work first, modelling my own understanding according to Earth.