Finally getting my studies moving and I find myself as my biggest obstacle. Glorifying studying to be more than what it is, I misaligned my schedule, used studying as an excuse to slack off, work less diligently as I did in the beginning. When I start measuring my results and seeing myself learn, I got too excited and threw myself off my own pace into a pace of competition and survival.
So I need to schedule my time so I don’t write early in the morning all the time, which taxes my body and is not a pleasant experience. Time proportions, scheduling, practicing being disciplined. This post and my recent posts are not as long as I would like them to be, so I have to put in the time and focus to make them longer.