Day 218: Perfection and Time

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that only perfection as perfect work and perfect everything will ensure my survival.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deceive myself into believing that I must be perfect to survive.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the belief that I must become perfect faster and faster to ensure my survival, because every moment I am not perfect my survival is uncertain.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the belief that being imperfect means having my survival set as uncertain where at any moment, for any reason, I could be kicked out of my life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to time myself for how long until I be ‘perfect’, where the less time I have the closer I was to threatening my own survival.

About Kasper Kwan

Currently supporting myself in the process of establishing my words in the physical principles of Oneness and Equality. Had to start this process because I have allowed and accepted my words to be established in the mental idea of self-interest/greed, and only realised this recently.
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