Day 323: MINDING My OWN Business

http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/05/day-25-minding-my-own-business.html

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live as a consumer within my mind, scheming and planning the business of my life to make sure I get as many rewards as possible to show that I have a profitable life, regardless how it would impact my fellow humans or Life on Earth in general.”

So the consumerist culture didn’t start with material posessions, it started within my mind, “scheming and planning the business of my life to make sure I get as many rewards as possible to show that I have a profitable life, regardless how it would impact my fellow humans or Life on Earth in general.”

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to regard my business as happiness goals as the only interest myself must be busy with to make sure I have a rewarding life.”

Here I’m reminded of the short-sightedness of only considering my business of living to be for happiness goals. As curator of the Earth, surely humanity and myself’s business is more than just happiness goals? Like maintenance and building goals.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have refused to see that I have separated myself from the business of Life by regarding Life only in terms of the Mind as the primary goals as the interest of self that must be rewarded to feel and experience value.”

So I only feel valued when I am rewarded personally with something, rather than seeing rewards more holistically: rewards that benefit everyone, or the group, that does not necessarily benefit you yet you are well fed and clothed and such.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have refused to see that I have allowed all children born as first life to be misguided to believe that the MIND is the only value as self, and that the mind must be the only interest of value with a total disregard for the body as the breath of dust that is the real Life Giver to the mind.”

I am one that was misguided to believe that the mind is everything, as the flashing lights, main character, hero hero hero, all that jazz. Reading this part makes me realize that the body is quite important too, though I may take it for granted.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that the society created through the mind, in the interest of the MIND-self, is the root cause for the effects in the world that cause global suffering, unemployment, poverty, extinction and abuse.”

Crucial realization. The evidence has always been hidden in plain sight, one just read the news of global suffering, unemployment, poverty, look at what is being promoted and add 1 + 1 together. The mind is the root cause for the effects in the world that cause global suffering, unemployment, poverty, extinction and abuse.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that all support system on Earth have been developed to sustain the authority of the Mind Self with complete disregard of that which in fact makes life possible on Earth.”

I saw it but I disempowered myself towards it. Know this and do something about it instead. The self commitment statements in the next post outline this something.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see that to train the body to become addicted to the abuse and pleasure the mind inflicts on the body, makes the stopping of these cycles progressively more difficult with consequences now growing daily that will produce progressively more and more the fruit of inequality and enslavement – to not only the mind, but also the system of the mind like money, and what money provide and secure to those that submitted completely to money as God of the World System.”

This reminds me, but is not excluding of other methods, of masturbation; training the body to become addicted to the mind/pictures. Masturbation makes the stopping of these cycles progressively more difficult with consequences now growing daily. One must also understand that money is a mind system, based on the standard of the mind. Understand that what money provide and secure is food, water, shelter, transport, many amenities as grouped under technology, internet, opportunity, education.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see how the spark of life is being blown out to such a degree that only the machine-like self of the mind remains entertained by feelings, and emotions and experiences of self-interest that seek happiness and mind self-fulfilment, while treating life with complete disdain as if it has no value and importance with even death glorified as the event to spread false images about the life of the mind-self with no guilt or shame.”

Glorious description. And harks back to how at one point, I was only driven by feelings, and emotions and experiences of self interest, contained in watching TV, anime, how I treated the time I have in my body with complete disdain and used it on TV. What I realized was happiness and mind self-fulfilment is incomplete with only myself in the equation: happiness should be the sum of the group’s happiness and self-fulfilment should be the fulfilment of all as one and equal, what is best for all life.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have failed to see how passion with compassion have been aligned to the feigned and fake demonstration of the Mind-Self that fails to reach its goal of self-interested fulfilment while the real compassion for life has all but disappeared complete on Earth.”

About Kasper Kwan

Currently supporting myself in the process of establishing my words in the physical principles of Oneness and Equality. Had to start this process because I have allowed and accepted my words to be established in the mental idea of self-interest/greed, and only realised this recently.
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