Day 336: The Secret of Breath

http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/05/day-31-secret-of-breath.html

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the ‘who I am’ is the devil that is in the details.”

The who I am is the devil – the secret internal conversations – that is in the details – in every breath.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of the needle, than a person who values money or property to receive Life.”

I am guessing that the eye of the needle is the final judgment at death, asking the simple question of are you worthy of receiving Life in all its measure or not with your life’s participation as evidence. Valuing money – which is an idea manifested into reality – or property – another idea manifested into reality – means delegating the care for life to a system, you are therefore not valuing the life in front of you.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that only through breath moving too slow for the mind, will the truth be revealed, whether I am Life, or whether I am Mind only.”

Hence the importance of breath is highlighted – the answer to the significance of your death (see previous) is revealed in each breath. Makes the mind less important as it cannot answer that imoprtant question.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that what I participate in breath by breath indicates ‘who I am’, and that this will determine who I will be at death, as the final breath.”

What I do indicates who I am, but who I am as a Life is not defined by what I do. Bernard is reassuring us that the question asked at death may be answered now, in every breath – hidden in plain sight.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that for instance what I like or dislike on YouTube will determine breath by breath ‘who I am’, and what I allow Earth to become.”

What I think, how I respond to what I think, the extent of my dedication to eradicate the secret mind – the thoughts that show the real you in the secret that is your mind – what I participate in will determine who I am.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the world system as it exists today was formed and built by each participant as who we are in our actions or non-actions, breath by breath.”

The world system was not created by an elite only, it is formed by each participant which is a statement that all of our lives are equal and one already, but this is not yet grasped into practical application/financial and political action. That we already ‘have the power’, we aren’t exercising it as a group yet to be a group supporting Life.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Earth provides the drama – breath by breath – to determine who will be Life and whom will be energy as self-interest for which the penalty: is death.”

Bernard really puts into perspective uncertainty of the future into tangible factors that can be identified, named, and put into place in our mathematical mind to do something about it with our participation. So Bernard is suggesting a simple equation to live by, self interest, death. Life, life.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the secret of Earth and birth is hidden in plain sight in the secret of breath. Wherein, the secret of ‘who I am’ is revealed in the small things I do, or do not do, breath by breath.”

For all of the reasons stated in his short exposition on breath, breath has become a secret. “…the secret of ‘who I am’ is revealed in the small things I do, or do not do, breath by breath.”

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that trustworthiness as Life is reflected in the small actions taken every breath and that every excuse allowed in a breath, accumulates into support for abuse of Life on Earth.”

Bernard redefining trust to be “reflected in the small actions taken every breath”, which is self evidently more true than an emotional experience of trust. And importantly, he states another fact: every excuse allowed accumulates into abuse.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my body only exists as a unit or group of cells because, breath by breath, each cell directs itself to support me to realize how I create ‘who I am’ breath by breath, that I may realize and choose Life.”

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that through money I have made the decision to abdicate Life and honour quick-illusions, indicating through the use of money, who I really am, and why Life will never be available to those that value money above Life.”

The answer is to verify breath by breath, what I am using money for and to align my use of money, which includes the use of my time/life, to projects that will create a group of Life to remind people that life is value and not money, and that they have a voice and a responsibility to act through financial and political action.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that creating the world, breath by breath, will look slow – because I have become addicted to the belief that energy creates fast results, when in fact, I created the energy-possession, also slowly – breath by breath.”

Really reminding people of their responsibility, or creating the world, looks slow. Stopping an undesired reaction to a moment I lived is slow, it’s one sentence with one sentence, with no indication of change except for your self honesty within writing. Then to actually change in real time takes practice, but the advantage is that when you change, you change permanently, it is a change you can trust to remain as who you are.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that time equals breath-by-breath, and that when I have ‘time fly by’ I am not breathing, in fact, and was subject to the illusion of energy-possession that removed me from the truth that gives me Life, as the physical – breath by breath.”

Time has been defined to run at a constant pace, like every breath. So it makes sense that when time flies by, I was “subject to the illusion of energy-possession”.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in the small actions, the big results happen, as demonstrated thought democracy – where one man/woman, as one vote, is cast to represent the group-decision that is participated in. And that through this, the future of the world is determined, represented as a vote, as one breath taken, on average – every 4 years – as a very small action with massive global implications.”

What’s implied is that what you like on YouTube for instance, you stopping a reaction you see is not best for you, are small actions, democracy shows that small actions produce big results. The small action of writing out every single pattern of mine I didn’t like had the big result of reverting back to before I was possessed with emotions and feelings. So living breath by breath as a small action produced a big result as your mind, all your emotions and feelings, all that drama, and produces a big result as a moment for you to re-investigate the motivations behind your habitual actions or reactions.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the small, multiple thoughts that happen one-by-one in the mind, are the breaths of the mind that accumulate into a system that will energetically imprint in the flesh to control the direction at breath as body as flesh, and as such – indicate ‘who I am’ as thought, and ‘who I am’ as flesh, and ‘what I will do or not do’ as breath by breath, which will determine the future of Life on Earth as it has done for generations already.”

Bernard gives the example of a small action as thought, which produces a system, which indicates who you are and ‘what I will do or not do’ as breath by breath, which will determine the future of Life of Earth as it has done for generations already. Implying that you already have ‘the power’, the power is your life, who you are, and that has been abdicated to your thoughts instead of for example, determining what is best for all life and acting on that decision.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the ‘who I am’ in thought, word and deed of a mother and father, will determine the ‘who I am’ of a new born baby, through the first seven years of the baby’s Life. And thus it is measurable to determine – through a measure of breath: the measure of Life or abuse a new arrival on Earth will become.”

Bernard is simply saying that world creation is not hocus pocus fate or magic, it’s the product of parents through their influence on new life through the first seven years of the baby’s life. And in this he is restating the significance of the small action of breath by breath, creating Life as we know it.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Earth – through breath by breath – is in fact the test to determine what each being in the universe has chosen in the small things, the so-called menial-things. Do you choose ‘Life’ – proven breath by breath in the small things that create the big: or did you abdicate Life for the self-interested temptations of the mind, as feelings and emotions.”

Bernard stated this repeatedly: that Earth is a test for each human being to see are you Life or are you self interested. This time, indicating that in the small things you participate in, you determine your ‘fate’ at death as whether you will receive Life or receive the punishment of death. So all feelings that breath by breath is too small are dispelled through self forgiveness statements by Bernard.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that being positive is a state of energy and not a state of Life as breath, and that the energy represents the false image I project onto the world as a breath by breath decision to not take responsibility for what is being created by the humans as group, breath by breath.”

Energy therefore isolates you from the group to the individual self, to not take responsibility for yourself and other humans as group. Energy, being positive, is a false image, as I am one vote to verify this. Trying to be positive was a false image.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as the human race, each human represents a breath that accumulates as a group, so the ‘who we are’ as humans – indicated in greed, profit, sexual obsession, love obsession, poverty, rape, pornography, elitism, false images and all that’s now in control the future of the world, is what we accept and allow, though I refused to take responsibility for Life on Earth, breath by breath.”

Dispelling the myth that humanity cannot be saved, humanity is created by the breaths as human beings that accumulate as a group. To live breath by breath is to take responsibility for Life on Earth, through taking self responsibility of what has been in control of the future of my life, connected to the future of the world for the reasons stated earlier in earlier self forgiveness.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that every word I write, speak or accept as part of ‘who I am’, determines ‘who I am’ and what I will create as Life on Earth, and if that is not represented as what is best for all Life on Earth, I will be held accountable as every breath counted, and the ‘who I am’ as breath in all that actually, really counted and created the world in all its measure.”

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have abdicated my directive responsibility and action, breath by breath, to energy – by creating automated, energetic, justified, conscious actions to represent me as breath, using the energy as motivation and reason for movement without any actual awareness present, breath by breath – to check what I am accepting and allowing to be created by energy on Earth. Because I have not checked all breath by breath actions and the consequences: even though the consequences clearly show that Life has been replaced by energy, causing massive global abuse.”

To live breath by breath is to check all actions and consequences, to make sure that my life has not been replaced by energy.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I’ve abdicated responsible movement, breath by breath as Life – to the abuse of those possessed by emotions and feelings, wherein the possessed are motivated to promote their obsessive emotions and feelings to represent consistent ‘choice’, breath by breath – while those that see what really happens as the abuse, do not have the directive will and understanding to equalize the abusive choices through a proactive breath by breath visible-action, as the group as Life to result in the visible-support of Life. And, that the non-action of those that see – are allowing the abuse to proliferate, unchecked.”

About Kasper Kwan

Currently supporting myself in the process of establishing my words in the physical principles of Oneness and Equality. Had to start this process because I have allowed and accepted my words to be established in the mental idea of self-interest/greed, and only realised this recently.
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