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“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the natural learning ability of the human is NOT THE MIND, but is the body – and that this is understood by education , yet NO ATTEMPT is made to create an environment on Earth to optimize the natural learning ability of the human to create a world that is best for all Life. Instead, the parents will pattern in fear and control as self-interest, as competition, and cunningness to survive as a parent understands that the world system DOES NOT SUPPORT LIFE EQUALLY, yet the parent is SO DISHONEST and DISHONORED that NO change that is REAL is ever ATTEMPTED.”
The trend now is to be slightly paranoid about the potential harm that every person represents, which manifests as a slight “fight in the eyes” or doubt in a human being’s integrity toward you. All in the name of self defense, self protection, I will keep my slavings – savings – if you don’t touch mine I won’t touch yours mentality. It’s just another way of saying I am self interested, isn’t it? Being competitive, cunning, to survive. I used to think that something was wrong with me because the world system only supports those crowned king in the education system which roughly translates into the job and therefore money system. In essence this fear was the effect of the cause that is the realization, that the world system DOES NOT SUPPORt LIFE EQUALLY, but suddenly I see, this is not my fault, yet I am equally responsible as everyone else for not doing anything about this world system.
“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that psychology studied HUMAN BEHAVIOR, which is child patterning, by the parent – to OPTIMIZE the patterns for the profit of corporations and politicians WITHOUT ANY integrity or regards for Life – driving the world ever more into control through self-interest, devastating the natural world in the name of the self that was created by irrational parents because NO PARENT has a clue how anything functions as life, only self-interest is served as God in every way justified to make it sound acceptable.”
It’s true. Even in my decision making I see the difference between making decisions to honour life and making decisions based on what I want/self interest. Taking the child as pure life, one immediately see how the parent decides based on what he/she wants the child to do and therefore you see there is no understanding of life as the child. There is only domination of the parent to OPTIMIZE the patterns of the child to profit the parent emotionally and reality-wise, which is a “in the smaller you see the bigger picture” secnario, see how corporations profit off of us population without integrity it’s the same with parents and children.
“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the education of the new born child is in the behavior and way of Life of the parent and that only breath stability as life will produce a child that will change the world to a place worth Living.”
To my ear, this has wide implications for my process to educating myself to honour life. If only breath stability will produce a child that will change the world, what about myself. I will require breath stability to produce a self that will change the world through financial and political action, practical and slow but steady. To me, it’s the case of the Mormons; a journey of a thousand million starts with one step.
“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that every emotion, action, word, pattern produces in the child a chemical response that is associated with a feeling-experience – and that the parent will seek the patterns that the child responds to in a way where the parent feel is in control, and then the parent will call this the personality development of the child, while it is in fact the creation of a chemical dependency in the child’s body that produces a feeling, which as a feeling will play the major decisive role in regards to what the child will become as the New Adult will make decisions and create the world based on the feelings they are addicted to, and even create more chemical responses of greater feelings by training the body to produce chemicals that eventually will lead some adults to become gurus, masters, lightworkers, successful people all based on feelings created by an addicted body – though the mind will get all the honor, while the mind is not the real Creator of the feelings.”
This is exactly why everyone should be worried about their own decision making, critical thinking ability as adults. Doing what feels good means accepting the chemical addiction organized by your parents but it’s out of their hands now, you are owning your own addiction and fuelling it with self righteousness, “It is my choice”.
“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the key to a new world is the parent, in producing a new human with understanding how the physical body really works.”
Simple, isn’t it? In the cause of the whole world problem is the solution; transmute the damn thing called adult from disease to life, and you have no chance unless you forgive yourself for the moments when you become nasty and offensive. To isolate and identify yourself as the cause for your experience.
Kasper's Journey To Life 