Today I had a feeling of ‘not being able’ to be productive at home, which pushed the option of going to the office to work. What ended up happening is I photocopied some stuff, watched an episode of anime, and called it a day at the office. I made the time to practice cello. But I did not make the time to read the blogs I committed myself to read.
So what is apparent is I had a feeling, and that feeling influenced me to go to the positive polarity that I saw in ‘going to the office’, and I ended up not doing much at the office.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have and accept a feeling of ‘not being able’ to work right here, right now.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to burn time by transporting myself from home to the office.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to postpone reading blogs that I committed myself to reading, to the benefit of myself.