Read the above article from the beginning for context and education:
If I react = I am trying to “cover up” a part of myself that if I saw clearly, I would be forced to ‘change’
Thoughts as makeup for the biased attitude of my mind, in essence thoughts are excuses and justifications. Personalizing the lie that I am not equal to and with others, because of all kinds of excuses
Superior/inferior creates the experience of right/wrong; others become authorities when I feel inferior inside, and they become right and I become wrong when I keep this feeling going
Inferiority creates authority
good/bad, right/wrong, something/nothing, intelligent/stupid, all just ways to justify the inferiority experienced within, projected outward as authority without, and the attention being exclusively placed without.
We do a very good job hiding our actual experiences within ourselves from ourselves, validating our dated self definitions through experience and worshipping experience
Defense-mode protects experience(s) inside me, and indicates an obsession with win/lose, right/wrong etc.
Pushing for ‘MY view further’ indicates an attempt to hide the knowing/feeling in me, that I may be mistaken on a particular point but don’t want to admit it
Regret exists when I have not given what I would like to receive and I know it
I project blame when I don’t want to face what is existing in me