Life Review – All I wanted was to be Cared-for.. (https://eqafe.com/p/life-review-all-i-wanted-was-to-be-cared-for)
We relate to words in the mind, but how we exist in reality is completely different to our mind, requiring a different approach than wishing for in the mind. Wishing for in the mind, vaguely, will bring consequences you will not expect and will regret.
If we’re not specific, the mind will take over and create your reality in mostly unexpected and consequential ways.
Be careful what you wish for.
A Martyr for my Brother – Life Review (https://eqafe.com/p/a-martyr-for-my-brother-life-review)
My personalities, my life, the mind goes to extreme lengths to have you participate in self interest. E.g. Anger and resentment towards circumstances to the extent of victimizing Self to circumstance, creating an excuse to give up and escape it all.
One must be unconditional and there for people raise up your humanity instead of selfish desires.
Have a look at 1. why it is when something change in your relationship to someone, and you have to give up your life, why it is you will go into reaction, anger, resentment, unfairness towards the person, that is apparently causing this in your life. Understand what those reactions actually are, you want to have your mind, your life, your self interest.
There may be a greater context within what you experience.
2. Within process – giving up your life – can we do this unconditionally, give up the illusionary life. E.g. the normal teenager life of partying, relationships, experiences that are energy based, but an experience. Things that you still want to experience, have, get, possess, that are energy based, that get in the way of nurturing, growing, expanding the real life within you. Change your direction in your mind from “wishing for something out there unreal” to your internal process.