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Day 278: Happiness And Me

Bernard Poolman’s brief conversations with me and his, call it philosophies, have had a great impact on the way I see things now, and therefore my future as my future is dictated through what I do now.  And I can … Continue reading

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Day 234: Investigating Test Taking Mentality

From doing what interested me and I clearly saw within myself the usefulness of the topic I was studying, grade school presented a different set of rules.  Uniform, which was a small detail.  A fixed curriculum, with a fixed pace … Continue reading

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Day 155: Pressure to Succeed

From Day 154: Overwhelm Yourself to Control Yourself “My mother continuously pushed, but one point nagged at me: doing one thing zealously was how cults were formed and how people deceive themselves. If I am to put all of myself into … Continue reading

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Day 135: You’re Responsible For A Stable Life

Day 128: Promotion as Fear of Failure Day 129: You Don’t Work Hard Day 130: I Can Only Do So Much… Day 131: Respecting Opinions For No Reason Day 132: Shit There’s Inequality!!!! Day 133: Avoidance is The Trap Day … Continue reading

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Day 134: You’re Either First Or Nothing

Day 128: Promotion as Fear of Failure Day 129: You Don’t Work Hard Day 130: I Can Only Do So Much… Day 131: Respecting Opinions For No Reason Day 132: Shit There’s Inequality!!!! Day 133: Avoidance is The Trap “Shortly … Continue reading

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Day 114: Intelligent Is The Price Of Admission

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to copy and paste behaviours that I have perceived to indicate intelligence, to make myself look intelligent to try and please my mother. When/as I see myself acting out behaviours that … Continue reading

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Day 110: Working Hard

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to expect myself to miraculously achieve every standard with doing less and less work. When/as I see myself judging myself for how much work I am doing to manifest one point … Continue reading

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Day One: Boredom, Time-Looping in the Past, Self-Worth and School Achievements, Sleep

(MCS = mind consciousness system) feeling slightly bored, moments of remembering boredom of school, knowing I will go to school very soon, still looking at others for confirmation of my progress in process. I forgive myself for allowing and accepting … Continue reading

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