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Day 373: First Love Trauma

First love. It’s not like I haven’t been in love before. I think it’s the evolution of the hope of something better in this life and as such, is a disgusting thing. Because the start of this want or hope … Continue reading

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Day 177: Relating Intelligence to Money, Mistakes

I commit myself to when/as I see myself interpreting intelligence, doing what needs to be done to be intelligent, as me apparently being forced to be in constant survival mode of fear, to stop and breathe. I realise that what … Continue reading

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Day 126: Sneaky Movement During Competition

This is part of a series of blog posts: Day 121: Me First!!!! Day 122: Winners Are Simply Willing to Do What Losers Don’t Day 123: Drive To Success Day 124: When Is Competition Unworthy? Day 125: Effects of Competition … Continue reading

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Day 100: Why The Thirst For Knowledge???

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define learning according to a secret plot to win my mother’s approval. When/as I see myself learning with the ‘hidden’ want to seek approval from an outside source such as my … Continue reading

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Day 93: Shit I Did Something Wrong?

This goes hand in hand with self doubt character. As a child, I was constantly underestimated and played down in terms of being able to do what they (adults) could do. So although I was already eager and ready to … Continue reading

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Day 42: I Wish Time Would Move Faster

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want/need/desire for time to go faster when I perceive myself to have nothing to do. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear time going too slowly. I forgive … Continue reading

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Day Two: Work

Every time I work for several hours or longer, I have an immediate reaction that I ‘need’ to rest – and invariably, this break becomes as long as the time that I worked, if not longer.  Not only that, throughout … Continue reading

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