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Day 374: A Job Is The Modern Panacea

Jobs. Many people around me relate to a job according to a sense of achievement and the only precursor to any tangible form of progress. To me, this flies in the face of decades of programming – I mean child … Continue reading

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Day 372: Why Oppressed in a World of Plenty?

Work and play. I got irritated by a comment a person said to me about doing things – I felt as if I were being controlled from the get-go every single move I make. Which comes to my discussion. How … Continue reading

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Day 224: The Paranoia Of Being At The Top

I commit myself to when/as I see myself believing that I must compete to remain in the top few through dominating over others, being aggressive and violent, to stop and breathe.  I realise that if I have to bully to … Continue reading

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Day 204: Memory

I commit myself to when/as I see routine as someone trying to control me, to stop and breathe.  I realise that a memory of believing I am being controlled triggered and to avoid the unpleasant experience generates friction until I … Continue reading

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Day 106: Being Accepted

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to take my mother yelling at me personally and conclude that I am what is making her so angry. When/as I see another person being angry and yelling at me, I stop … Continue reading

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Day 99: Haggard Yet?

I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing the belief that after doing the same thing for long enough, I must feel exasperated and haggard. I realise that although I may do the same thing over a substantial period of time, … Continue reading

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Day 94: Doing Wrong

Thought Dimension “What if I just become less than who I was previously  for doing X because what if people curse at me for doing what I did?” I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to rely on my … Continue reading

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Day 80: What is a “Right Place” To Be In?

This is a continuation from Day 79: “Am I In The Right Place?” Character I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing the belief that ‘being in the right place’ is only true when I have a positive feeling that I … Continue reading

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