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Day 389: Eye of the Needle

Yesterday I was shocked to find the answer to my question. “When you have free time, you should meet up with me some time” “Why?!” (with part disdain, part exclamation) I imagine that the response is because she does not … Continue reading

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Day 375: Shopping Alone

Have you ever gone shopping alone? As a consumer, it is probably the most negative experience one can inflict on yourself. Your heart dropped down in a pit, with a pit in your stomach as you walk aimlessly from one … Continue reading

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Day 369: Being Uncertain of What the Future Holds

Here’s one way to write: ask a worthwhile self investigative question and answer self honestly.  Then forgive yourself for the reasons why you see these points as valid when you KNOW it’s not the best for you or for others … Continue reading

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Day 301: Failed Relationships

http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/04/day-13-failed-relationships.html “I commit myself to enter any relationship on the basis of equal agreement to directively form a sound foundation from where the agreed relationship can prosper.” I suppose it makes sense that if one is going to go into … Continue reading

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Day 287: Letting Go of Regret

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wallow in regret as if I would like to punish me for not being able to get what I want and desire on my terms.” The biggest regret I … Continue reading

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Day 264: Worry About The Future

Lately I have been worrying about my future and what I can do to reach for my future. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to worry about my future. I forgive myself that I have accepted … Continue reading

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Day 261: When Walking in Public

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to harass myself about not having the qualifications that I should have at my age. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the belief that there is only … Continue reading

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Day 239: Test Taking Mentality

Learning was reduced into a petty competition through the test form.  I couldn’t enjoy learning anymore – I had to compete.  I couldn’t just learn anymore = I had to be the best, perfect myself, and perfect myself.  Everyone was … Continue reading

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Day 234: Investigating Test Taking Mentality

From doing what interested me and I clearly saw within myself the usefulness of the topic I was studying, grade school presented a different set of rules.  Uniform, which was a small detail.  A fixed curriculum, with a fixed pace … Continue reading

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Day 233: Fixating Attention On Tests

What was immediately clear when I arrived in grade school was that I was being placed into a routine.  What alarmed me was as time progressed, the demands were greater in that they required more time to be actually done.  … Continue reading

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