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Day 713: When You Have A Childhood Resentment, What Should You Do That’s Best For Your World?

Lingering resentments from my past I’ve brought to my attention, which makes me curious how to dispel them. Because when you’re faced with a deep resentment, it always seems easier to do what is taught but in that view the … Continue reading

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Day 205: Doing Important Tasks

I commit myself to when/as I see myself fearing doing the same routine, to stop and breathe. I realise that the same routine means doing the same tasks, proving to myself that I understand the role and support I give … Continue reading

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Day 192: The Horror of Routine-Phobia

I commit myself to when/as I see myself resisting routine, to stop and breathe. I realise that no matter how much school ‘knows’, what my life will be and who I will be – two most important points that directly … Continue reading

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Day 180: Money As Tool To Control Participation

I commit myself to when/as I see myself believing that having money will ‘do the work for me’, while I only reap the rewards, to stop and breathe. I realise that I have programmed into myself many superstitious beliefs about … Continue reading

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Day 167: Debating The Intelligence of a Person

Expanding to expose myself “to the decisions I had already accepted and allowed when I was chasing after the desire to be intelligent”, living the statements in reality that I wrote/scripted to support myself in the previous post. I forgive … Continue reading

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Day 162: When I Imagine Smarter People Around Me…

Continued from this post: I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to stop dedicating myself to a task only because of a feeling that I must stop before “I lose any more “internal resources” of focus, attention … Continue reading

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Day 157: Only I Have To Live With My Decisions

Continued from Day 156: Frustration To Overwhelmingness: I commit myself to when and as I ask others for answers, to eventually blame ‘them’ for not having an answer I can live with as accumulate real consequences for the rest of … Continue reading

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Day 152: Breaking Silence

Okay, so I can’t just take care of myself first, in terms of only caring about my own Mind first because that is what I basically did for two decades. The consequence is self interest, isolation and separation from what … Continue reading

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Day 148: Copying Behaviour To Avoid Resentment

This post is continued from: Day 136: Abandonment/Aloneness Character, Introduction Day 137: Abandonment Character, Problem Day 138: What’s Wrong With Reacting? Day 139: Normal as Group Psychology Day 140: Solutions To Birth Supportive Norms Day 141: What Does A List … Continue reading

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Day 133: Avoidance is The Trap

Day 128: Promotion as Fear of Failure Day 129: You Don’t Work Hard Day 130: I Can Only Do So Much… Day 131: Respecting Opinions For No Reason Day 132: Shit There’s Inequality!!!! Continued from the previous day: When/as I … Continue reading

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