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Day 114: Intelligent Is The Price Of Admission

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to copy and paste behaviours that I have perceived to indicate intelligence, to make myself look intelligent to try and please my mother. When/as I see myself acting out behaviours that … Continue reading

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Day 106: Being Accepted

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to take my mother yelling at me personally and conclude that I am what is making her so angry. When/as I see another person being angry and yelling at me, I stop … Continue reading

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Day 96: What is the Desire To Learn?

Learning, from the very beginning, was just something that was placed in front of me so I did it – and I enjoyed doing it. The point where learning became more complex was in grade school, when suddenly many things … Continue reading

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Day 57: “I Resent That” Character

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the belief that there actually exists a choice to deny a statement made about me through speaking within/as my Mind as thoughts/emotions/feelings, or without as words spoken to/towards other people. I commit myself … Continue reading

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Day 35: Inappropriate Statements

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abuse socially unacceptable statement by/through specifically saying them to serve my own self interest. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want/need/desire to run away from the unknown as … Continue reading

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Day Four: Procrastinating at Work

Procrastination: after stopping this pattern about work, another layer of excuses was exposed. In realising how much I can actually do in one breath, I felt like time slowed down exponentially. From this observation I triggered a negative reaction within/as … Continue reading

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