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Day 233: Fixating Attention On Tests

What was immediately clear when I arrived in grade school was that I was being placed into a routine.  What alarmed me was as time progressed, the demands were greater in that they required more time to be actually done.  … Continue reading

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Day 211: Routine As Acceptance of Slavery

I commit myself to when/as I see myself imagining doing the same routine as ‘being a wuss’ and ‘accepting the rules of the world’ and ‘being a slave’, to stop and breathe. I realise that imagination does not lead to … Continue reading

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Day 202: Stepping Back

I commit myself to when/as I see myself wanting to run away from doing the same routine, to stop and breathe. I realise that doing a routine can be restful, and within producing through participation the basic reasons/justifications for running … Continue reading

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Day 200: Delayed Gratification and Routine

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attach survival to doing the same routine. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the emotion that I am being dominated when/as doing the same routine, as … Continue reading

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Day 160: Authority Clash

Part of a series of posts I am doing to dismantle myself: Day 154: Overwhelm Yourself to Control Yourself Day 155: Pressure to Succeed Day 156: Frustration To Overwhelmingness Day 157: Only I Have To Live With My Decisions Day … Continue reading

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Day 120: Free Choice Character: Thought Dimension Self Commitment Statements

Thought dimension self commitment statements When/as I see myself fearing doing one task repeatedly, I stop and breathe. I realise that an important part within making a decision to do something is what is here, and if what is here … Continue reading

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Day 48: You Are An Adult

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the belief that once I have crossed a certain age, I must immediately act like an adult; as I have programmed myself to believe from perceiving what adults do and say from childhood. … Continue reading

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Day 42: I Wish Time Would Move Faster

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want/need/desire for time to go faster when I perceive myself to have nothing to do. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear time going too slowly. I forgive … Continue reading

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Planning vs. Spontaneous Adventure

Writing to clarify a few points in relation to this polarity construct. I have a friend that enjoys ‘spontaneous adventuring’, where nothing is planned or investigated at all; a sort-of ‘discover as you go’ approach to tourism. From what I … Continue reading

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