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Day 227: What If Others Kick Me Out?

I commit myself to when/as I see myself resorting to taking to preserve my position in the world out of the excuse that I am feeling dread seeing others grow faster than me, imagining them soon taking over my position, … Continue reading

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Day 218: Pressure To Be Perfect

Writing self forgiveness statements for┬áDay 216: Survival, Perfection, Ambition, to open up the writing further to investigate my relationship to perfection. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to pressure myself to survive and interpret surviving according … Continue reading

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Day 191: School And Coercion

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the delusion that I was changing because my routine was being manhandled by school from the perspective that to do well on a test, I would have to actually do work, … Continue reading

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Day 171: Intelligence, Not Something That Can Be Hoarded

I commit myself to when/as I see myself not having this ‘intelligence’ that I refer to in my Mind as a product I can apparently hoard and accumulate, to stop and breathe. I realise that I am not dealing with … Continue reading

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Day 125: Effects of Competition On Health

This is part of a series of blog posts: Day 121: Me First!!!! Day 122: Winners Are Simply Willing to Do What Losers Don’t Day 123: Drive To Success Day 124: When Is Competition Unworthy? “I forgive myself that I … Continue reading

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Day 19: Competing for the Prize

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel powerless and inferior to/towards the dysfunctional relationships I have deliberately designed over time. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to attempt to hide and suppress my responsibility for … Continue reading

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