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Day 347: The Courage to Live

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define courage in ways that support the current abusive economic and religious world system.” I defined courage to be doing things without the necessary preparation, “You never know what … Continue reading

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Day 285: Blank Slate Mind Zombies

View the original post here “I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear cleaning the mind as I feared I will end up as a Zombie without realizing that I only reveal within this fear that I … Continue reading

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Day 260: The Rise of the Machine and LIG, Part 2

This post is a continuation from the previous post: Day 259: LIG And the Rise of the Machine, Visited “Those are the points which should be the outflow of the rise of the machine: a reduction in competition thus a reduction in … Continue reading

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Day 259: LIG And the Rise of the Machine, Visited

“Certainly in a redesigned economy, the machine can play a significant role in perfecting the products available for the human race to use, perfecting the reduction of resources used in the production process, extending the life of the produced product … Continue reading

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Day 239: Test Taking Mentality

Learning was reduced into a petty competition through the test form.  I couldn’t enjoy learning anymore – I had to compete.  I couldn’t just learn anymore = I had to be the best, perfect myself, and perfect myself.  Everyone was … Continue reading

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Day 235: Investigating Test Taking Mentality, Part 2

I was introduced to tests as a form of competing against others, where a world of people would be ranked and half were thrown out, my mind’s reasoning was that the minimum grade was 60% for a pass, so I … Continue reading

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Day 229: Foundation Of Perfection As Panicking About Survival

I commit myself to when/as I see myself panicking about what I am doing to survive – have I made the right choice to do X, what if the one action I choose is wrong – to stop and breathe. … Continue reading

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Day 227: What If Others Kick Me Out?

I commit myself to when/as I see myself resorting to taking to preserve my position in the world out of the excuse that I am feeling dread seeing others grow faster than me, imagining them soon taking over my position, … Continue reading

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Day 224: The Paranoia Of Being At The Top

I commit myself to when/as I see myself believing that I must compete to remain in the top few through dominating over others, being aggressive and violent, to stop and breathe.  I realise that if I have to bully to … Continue reading

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Day 217: The Psychological Impact Of Perfection

Yesterday I did not post because of postponing writing until too early in the morning. Perfection and work. For the sake of perfection as my survival, work became a constant continuous race against others with no choice but to participate. … Continue reading

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