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Day 298: BrainWashing and Mind Control

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the obvious fact that every person born on earth is in fact brain washed and mind controlled through what they are taught through family, education and all … Continue reading

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Day 297: Demonic and Angelic Possession

http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/04/day-11-demonic-and-angelic-possession.html “I commit myself to assist each possessed being, whether by demon or angel, to see the true nature of their self interest and how this self interest have caused a world where life is not supported” The way I … Continue reading

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Day 279: Resistance to Change

Visit the original post for context “I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try and fix the chains of my preprogramming by looking for quick fixes that would mean I do not have to go all … Continue reading

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Day 229: Foundation Of Perfection As Panicking About Survival

I commit myself to when/as I see myself panicking about what I am doing to survive – have I made the right choice to do X, what if the one action I choose is wrong – to stop and breathe. … Continue reading

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Day 212: I Fear Being Controlled Through Routine

I commit myself to when/as I see myself resisting and avoiding me doing the same routine out of the belief that others control me when I do the same routine, to stop and breathe. I realise that others do not … Continue reading

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Day 204: Memory

I commit myself to when/as I see routine as someone trying to control me, to stop and breathe.  I realise that a memory of believing I am being controlled triggered and to avoid the unpleasant experience generates friction until I … Continue reading

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Day 139: Normal As Group Psychology

This is part of a series: Day 136: Abandonment/Aloneness Character, Introduction Day 137: Abandonment Character, Problem “The first turning point was a moment when I believed that I was not normal – I had to react in some way to … Continue reading

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Day 56: Necessary Roughness

Continued from Day 55: Boss Character I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to adopt a boss character as a reaction to protect/defend myself from facing past live memory moments where I interpreted myself to be a victim of … Continue reading

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