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Day 368: Is Equality Demonized Through Media?

I don’t see any reason why I would resist putting in more time and effort on the tasks that I set out to do. So the solution is simple: just do it. Except for one point: cello practice. I forgive … Continue reading

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Day 302: Do you Love Breakups?

http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/04/day-14-do-you-love-breakups.html “I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that in spite of the repeated evidence in my own living experience where love failed to sustain a relationship and prevent it from breaking up, I … Continue reading

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Day 167: Debating The Intelligence of a Person

Expanding to expose myself “to the decisions I had already accepted and allowed when I was chasing after the desire to be intelligent”, living the statements in reality that I wrote/scripted to support myself in the previous post. I forgive … Continue reading

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Day 166: Intelligence Obsession

I commit myself to when/as I see myself obsessing over intelligence/being intelligent, to stop and breathe. I realise that when I want/need/desire to be intelligent this is an indication where I am participating in self interest, so when I had … Continue reading

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Day 112: Delving Into Acceptance Issues

(Posts are varying in length. ¬†This point must be corrected.) I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to define myself as “less than a human being/others” out of the excuse of a past moment when I read the … Continue reading

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Day 109: Acceptance As Precursor To Manipulation

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the belief that to change the relationships in my world I must play characters, by design ‘more’ than who I am to gain more positive relationships, that I believe would create the … Continue reading

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Day 100: Why The Thirst For Knowledge???

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define learning according to a secret plot to win my mother’s approval. When/as I see myself learning with the ‘hidden’ want to seek approval from an outside source such as my … Continue reading

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Day 96: What is the Desire To Learn?

Learning, from the very beginning, was just something that was placed in front of me so I did it – and I enjoyed doing it. The point where learning became more complex was in grade school, when suddenly many things … Continue reading

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Day Five: Fear is Not Who I Am

Fear. Today I feared not doing enough work to not have to live in absolute poverty. So I created an intense desire to work in the limited definition that I had defined it to be: listen to lectures or complete … Continue reading

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When Am I Going To Stop?

Yesterday, I said ‘yes’ to thoughts, and fulfilling the delusion that is energy.¬† Here, today, I am facing the consequences of indulging in such affairs, and facing myself as the ‘honest’ want/need/desire to satisfy my thoughts. At the time, I … Continue reading

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