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Day 177: Relating Intelligence to Money, Mistakes

I commit myself to when/as I see myself interpreting intelligence, doing what needs to be done to be intelligent, as me apparently being forced to be in constant survival mode of fear, to stop and breathe. I realise that what … Continue reading

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Day 156: Frustration To Overwhelmingness

Continued from┬áDay 155: Pressure to Succeed Thought “Why is my mother pushing me to do this, when I asked her why and she doesn’t even know?” I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in frustration … Continue reading

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Day 74: Dealing With Being Threatened

I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing the belief that the only way to diffuse a dangerous situation is by/through smiling. I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fall back on every positive behaviour I have programmed myself … Continue reading

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Day 19: Competing for the Prize

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel powerless and inferior to/towards the dysfunctional relationships I have deliberately designed over time. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to attempt to hide and suppress my responsibility for … Continue reading

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