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Day 194: Defined By A Routine

I commit myself to when/as I see myself fearing others benefitting from my routine, to stop and breathe. I realise that I am creating my own fear through participating in it. I realise that my routine requires self honesty in … Continue reading

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Day 175: Intelligence as Memory

I commit myself to when/as I see myself defining intelligence according to memories, to stop and breathe. I realise that living a word, like discipline, intelligence, breathing, is more like breathing than memory, with no memories I deliberately preoccupy myself … Continue reading

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Day 126: Sneaky Movement During Competition

This is part of a series of blog posts: Day 121: Me First!!!! Day 122: Winners Are Simply Willing to Do What Losers Don’t Day 123: Drive To Success Day 124: When Is Competition Unworthy? Day 125: Effects of Competition … Continue reading

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Day 121: Me First!!!!

Driving myself to be first is one of the most tiring points where I take from myself the opportunity to live. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to drive myself to be first in as many … Continue reading

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Day 69: Maniacal Genius Character

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the belief that a passionate angry character is exactly what I need to lead my life to outcomes of success according to my own judgment. I commit myself to show that everything that … Continue reading

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Day 56: Necessary Roughness

Continued from Day 55: Boss Character I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to adopt a boss character as a reaction to protect/defend myself from facing past live memory moments where I interpreted myself to be a victim of … Continue reading

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Day 40: Deceiver Or Deceived?

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abdicate responsibility for my inner conflicts and prejudices to/towards the conflicts and prejudices of others. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to react negatively to/towards other people maybe possibly … Continue reading

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Day 28: Reactive Behaviour

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hide and suppress the responsibility I have for ALL of my reactions to/towards other people. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resort to blame as an apparently valid … Continue reading

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