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Day 729: The Risks And Dangers Of Family

Because family is too close and intimate, commonly the worst in each other is brought out and allowed to fester within each other. While public friendships and relationships of all kinds have an air of indifference, it’s also because of … Continue reading

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Day 249: I Missed Writing Yesterday

I’m getting the same fee-ling when I write self forgiveness statements to blame or justify my position.  I just woke up after a decision last night not to bring one day’s failure to book/log.  So this morning I am writing … Continue reading

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Day 247: Back To Basics 2

So starting from unsuccess, I technically had nothing.  What is certain is that from nothing, from functional relationships I created dysfunctional relationships.  I didn’t realise the destruction I had a hand in manifesting until later while I was creating dysfunctional … Continue reading

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Day 195: Be Disciplined Resting

Studying for hours today was not a pleasant experience, but I did understand something new. The problem I created for myself is the ‘backlash’ of wanting a reward for my own participation, which is strange because how do I profit … Continue reading

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Day 175: Intelligence as Memory

I commit myself to when/as I see myself defining intelligence according to memories, to stop and breathe. I realise that living a word, like discipline, intelligence, breathing, is more like breathing than memory, with no memories I deliberately preoccupy myself … Continue reading

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Day 161: Please Do Not Take My Work Away!

Part of a series of posts: Day 154: Overwhelm Yourself to Control Yourself Day 155: Pressure to Succeed Day 156: Frustration To Overwhelmingness Day 157: Only I Have To Live With My Decisions Day 159: Only One Way To Survive … Continue reading

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Day 155: Pressure to Succeed

From Day 154: Overwhelm Yourself to Control Yourself “My mother continuously pushed, but one point nagged at me: doing one thing zealously was how cults were formed and how people deceive themselves. If I am to put all of myself into … Continue reading

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Day 152: Breaking Silence

Okay, so I can’t just take care of myself first, in terms of only caring about my own Mind first because that is what I basically did for two decades. The consequence is self interest, isolation and separation from what … Continue reading

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Day 133: Avoidance is The Trap

Day 128: Promotion as Fear of Failure Day 129: You Don’t Work Hard Day 130: I Can Only Do So Much… Day 131: Respecting Opinions For No Reason Day 132: Shit There’s Inequality!!!! Continued from the previous day: When/as I … Continue reading

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Day 120: Free Choice Character: Thought Dimension Self Commitment Statements

Thought dimension self commitment statements When/as I see myself fearing doing one task repeatedly, I stop and breathe. I realise that an important part within making a decision to do something is what is here, and if what is here … Continue reading

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