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Day 249: I Missed Writing Yesterday

I’m getting the same fee-ling when I write self forgiveness statements to blame or justify my position.  I just woke up after a decision last night not to bring one day’s failure to book/log.  So this morning I am writing … Continue reading

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Day 247: Back To Basics 2

So starting from unsuccess, I technically had nothing.  What is certain is that from nothing, from functional relationships I created dysfunctional relationships.  I didn’t realise the destruction I had a hand in manifesting until later while I was creating dysfunctional … Continue reading

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Day 195: Be Disciplined Resting

Studying for hours today was not a pleasant experience, but I did understand something new. The problem I created for myself is the ‘backlash’ of wanting a reward for my own participation, which is strange because how do I profit … Continue reading

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Day 175: Intelligence as Memory

I commit myself to when/as I see myself defining intelligence according to memories, to stop and breathe. I realise that living a word, like discipline, intelligence, breathing, is more like breathing than memory, with no memories I deliberately preoccupy myself … Continue reading

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Day 161: Please Do Not Take My Work Away!

Part of a series of posts: Day 154: Overwhelm Yourself to Control Yourself Day 155: Pressure to Succeed Day 156: Frustration To Overwhelmingness Day 157: Only I Have To Live With My Decisions Day 159: Only One Way To Survive … Continue reading

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Day 155: Pressure to Succeed

From Day 154: Overwhelm Yourself to Control Yourself “My mother continuously pushed, but one point nagged at me: doing one thing zealously was how cults were formed and how people deceive themselves. If I am to put all of myself into … Continue reading

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Day 152: Breaking Silence

Okay, so I can’t just take care of myself first, in terms of only caring about my own Mind first because that is what I basically did for two decades. The consequence is self interest, isolation and separation from what … Continue reading

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Day 133: Avoidance is The Trap

Day 128: Promotion as Fear of Failure Day 129: You Don’t Work Hard Day 130: I Can Only Do So Much… Day 131: Respecting Opinions For No Reason Day 132: Shit There’s Inequality!!!! Continued from the previous day: When/as I … Continue reading

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Day 120: Free Choice Character: Thought Dimension Self Commitment Statements

Thought dimension self commitment statements When/as I see myself fearing doing one task repeatedly, I stop and breathe. I realise that an important part within making a decision to do something is what is here, and if what is here … Continue reading

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Day 103: How to Stop Being Lazy?

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I cannot participate in a task daily for a lifetime. I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to compromise myself and my entire life just because I do … Continue reading

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