Tag Archives: doubt

Day 248: Investigate the Beginning

I had no goals when I started learning.  Technically the requirement to become a specific type of human being has always been here, so in the logic of a Mind, I should have been born stressed, born predisposed to pushing … Continue reading

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Day 156: Frustration To Overwhelmingness

Continued from Day 155: Pressure to Succeed Thought “Why is my mother pushing me to do this, when I asked her why and she doesn’t even know?” I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in frustration … Continue reading

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Day 93: Shit I Did Something Wrong?

This goes hand in hand with self doubt character. As a child, I was constantly underestimated and played down in terms of being able to do what they (adults) could do. So although I was already eager and ready to … Continue reading

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Day 80: What is a “Right Place” To Be In?

This is a continuation from Day 79: “Am I In The Right Place?” Character I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing the belief that ‘being in the right place’ is only true when I have a positive feeling that I … Continue reading

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Day 41: Self Doubting Character

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to accept comparison as a way of living when I judge me. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to … Continue reading

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Day 34: Feeling Self Conscious

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be/become self conscious so that my thoughts/emotions/feelings as incessant noise in my head alone decides who I am, instead of me deciding for myself who I am. I forgive myself for … Continue reading

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Day 18: Perfectionist Behaviour

I feel frightened that I am not holding up the perfect self application that I have seen myself live before.  But if that is not already here absolutely stable and consistent, it was never real. Before – that means the … Continue reading

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