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Day 157: Only I Have To Live With My Decisions

Continued from Day 156: Frustration To Overwhelmingness: I commit myself to when and as I ask others for answers, to eventually blame ‘them’ for not having an answer I can live with as accumulate real consequences for the rest of … Continue reading

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Day 102: Lazy

Digging deeper into laziness/procrastination as a burden. On the surface, laziness is always going to seem like an opportunity to free oneself because in not doing what needs to be done, the illusion is activated that there is ‘therefore’ a … Continue reading

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Day 84: Learning Obsession

I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing the imagination that I have done countless things ‘right’, but something ‘wrong’, that invalidates everything I have done and everything I have earned because of doing the ‘right’ things, to become a reason … Continue reading

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Day 36: Getting Ahead

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be/become aware of myself from the starting point of fear, as reflected by/as fear of other people. I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see/realise/understand that if I … Continue reading

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