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Day 230: Investigating Relationship to Tests

Today I spent 2 hours on a self commitment statement I am working on for myself.  Not complete so writing about it.  About tests, my relationship to test taking. Tests have been a source of mystery in that the guidelines … Continue reading

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Day 184: Money Is In The Compromise

I commit myself to when/as I see myself believing that I earn more money by compromising myself, to stop and breathe. I realise that I must first examine, to absolute detail, my own starting point within/as money because I realise … Continue reading

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Day 160: Authority Clash

Part of a series of posts I am doing to dismantle myself: Day 154: Overwhelm Yourself to Control Yourself Day 155: Pressure to Succeed Day 156: Frustration To Overwhelmingness Day 157: Only I Have To Live With My Decisions Day … Continue reading

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Day 130: I Can Only Do So Much…

Day 128: Promotion as Fear of Failure Day 129: You Don’t Work Hard Self Commitment Statement When/as I see myself applying myself in my studies and fear comes up, I stop and breathe. I realise that even if I study … Continue reading

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Day 129: You Don’t Work Hard

This is a continuation from Day 128: Promotion as Fear of Failure “However, I made a decision that I suppressed: a moment while waiting in line to receive my test mark, suddenly having the thought, “Man I’m putting a lot … Continue reading

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Day 120: Free Choice Character: Thought Dimension Self Commitment Statements

Thought dimension self commitment statements When/as I see myself fearing doing one task repeatedly, I stop and breathe. I realise that an important part within making a decision to do something is what is here, and if what is here … Continue reading

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Day 105: Studying is Not So Difficult

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define studying according to a memory where I reacted in anger to my mother for not being able to explain why I was studying continuously. When/as I see myself participating in … Continue reading

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Day 26: I Can’t Stand People Looking At My Mistakes

Don’t you hate it when everyone knows your mistakes and speaks about it like some secret behind your back? The worst part/experience though, is when you want to know, but others won’t tell you.  And you won’t even tell yourself … Continue reading

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