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Day 406: My Relationship with Unfairness -A Dichotomy

My relationship with unfairness. Basically, I feared being treated unfairly, not being given accurate feedback from my reality and frowned upon it. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being treated unfairly, to the extent … Continue reading

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Day 402: When Conflict Equals Your Friends

Kasper’s Journey To Life Day 402, refer to the About Me section for context The thought of X physically distancing Y from interacting with me boils my blood. I am reacting by being pissed off and angry. First is the … Continue reading

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Day 401: Thoughts on my Own Preoccupations

These days my preoccupations include: – giving up the fight between good and evil I need to stop furrowing my brow as a reflection of my contempt for that which I deem evil. One thing I’ve realized is that ALL … Continue reading

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Day 397: Cool as Arrogance

Eating at McDonald’s, I saw a familiar face. Not a familiar face, but a familiar way of presenting oneself that I know I have done and probably am doing. It’s arrogance. Presenting myself with all the hallmarks of a trendy, … Continue reading

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Day 396: When Gossip Gets the Better of You

Should I be concerned? The past few days have been focused on relationship paranoia. Focused on others and others reactions towards me. Specifically, how X would react to my approach/question, the matter of making good friends, and my standing within … Continue reading

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Day 395: Decrypting My Social Anxiety

Once you have something, and that something is significant to you, you’ll be afraid to lose it. Now I’m moving up in the social ladder of society, that means my starting point for wearing clothing had changed from pure comfort … Continue reading

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Day 393: Stopping Doubt

So what to do with myself? First I need to snap out of the relationship of doubt I have personally. I can see that the doubt manifests itself as imagining the worst case scenario with the people around me. Then … Continue reading

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Day 392: My New Job

I’ve been told that I write to make myself feel better. At this new job, I’ve been exposed to an environment of suspicion; where it is really the 5 of them against me. My initial reaction to this environment was … Continue reading

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Day 391: Investigating Opposites

I feel like I’m having to walk the walk now, after having done the talk. Life update: job +1. Reception at a music school and hopefully resident cello teacher with students to teach. Previously I only had one job at … Continue reading

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Day 390: Exorcise the Fear Within

I’m paranoid. <person> said something cryptic, something along the lines of “When I’m direct, he’s unhappy, when I’m cryptic, he doesn’t get the message”. I don’t know if it’s a he or she. Which leads me to the previous post … Continue reading

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