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Day 351: Is Charity Greed?

http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/05/day-39-is-charity-greed.html “I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that charity only exists because wealth exists.” If everyone were given the money to live in this world, charity would cease to exist, so from that … Continue reading

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Day 301: Failed Relationships

http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/04/day-13-failed-relationships.html “I commit myself to enter any relationship on the basis of equal agreement to directively form a sound foundation from where the agreed relationship can prosper.” I suppose it makes sense that if one is going to go into … Continue reading

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Day 290: Absolute Certainty

http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/04/day-8-absolute-certainty.html “I commit myself to find each point that with absolute certainty will result in consequences that we as humanity can in fact direct to outcomes that is best for all life.” A point I’m testing out is seeing a … Continue reading

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Day 237: Lack of Discipline

I was not disciplined enough to continue my investigation into my history of tests, and how this relates to my current dysfunctional relationship with perfection.  It is late, but I also decided from day 1 that this will be a … Continue reading

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Day 218: Pressure To Be Perfect

Writing self forgiveness statements for Day 216: Survival, Perfection, Ambition, to open up the writing further to investigate my relationship to perfection. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to pressure myself to survive and interpret surviving according … Continue reading

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Day 188: It’s Too Late For Me I Feel

I commit myself to when/as I see myself fearing being ‘too late’ to complete a task, to stop and breathe. I realise that in a way, with one life, I will always be able to complete the task GIVEN that … Continue reading

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Day 187: Acting Without Understanding

I commit myself to when/as I see myself stopping an action without any understanding, and I realise how I supported myself in my world with the task, to stop and breathe. I realise that I only require my permission to … Continue reading

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Day 176: Might As Well Not Try

I commit myself to when/as I see myself believing that my participation, anything I do, is useless, to stop and breathe. I realise that every moment I victimize myself to not participate, every day I participate in the same habits/patterns … Continue reading

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Day 169: The Intelligent Thing is to Give Up Intelligence For Your Survival

Being more specific about the memory about intelligence and survival in this post, focusing on how I reacted to my mom’s statement made about intelligence. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to violently reject my mom’s … Continue reading

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Day 152: Breaking Silence

Okay, so I can’t just take care of myself first, in terms of only caring about my own Mind first because that is what I basically did for two decades. The consequence is self interest, isolation and separation from what … Continue reading

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