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Day 239: Test Taking Mentality

Learning was reduced into a petty competition through the test form.  I couldn’t enjoy learning anymore – I had to compete.  I couldn’t just learn anymore = I had to be the best, perfect myself, and perfect myself.  Everyone was … Continue reading

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Day 232: Perfection Religion

I commit myself to when/as I see myself believing that only perfection will ensure my survival in this moment, to stop and breathe.  I realise that my sudden demand for perfection from myself is from the starting point of panicking … Continue reading

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Day 229: Foundation Of Perfection As Panicking About Survival

I commit myself to when/as I see myself panicking about what I am doing to survive – have I made the right choice to do X, what if the one action I choose is wrong – to stop and breathe. … Continue reading

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