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Day 211: Routine As Acceptance of Slavery

I commit myself to when/as I see myself imagining doing the same routine as ‘being a wuss’ and ‘accepting the rules of the world’ and ‘being a slave’, to stop and breathe. I realise that imagination does not lead to … Continue reading

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Day 201: Daily Grind Of Routine

I commit myself to when/as I see myself complaining about doing the same routine over and over, to stop and breathe. I realise that I am simply doing the task, as I would begin ANY task, breathing in, making a … Continue reading

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Day 159: Only One Way To Survive

Continued from┬áDay 157: Only I Have To Live With My Decisions I commit myself to when and as I am forcing myself to go to school through thoughts/emotions/feelings as knowledge/information, to stop and breathe. I realise that if I accept … Continue reading

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Day 113: Disappointed At Myself Means Disappointed At My World

This is a continuation from: Day 106: Being Accepted Day 107: Desire To Be Accepted Day 109: Acceptance As Precursor To Manipulation Day 110: Working Hard Day 111: But The World Isn’t Accepting Me! Day 112: Delving Into Acceptance Issues … Continue reading

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Day 100: Why The Thirst For Knowledge???

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define learning according to a secret plot to win my mother’s approval. When/as I see myself learning with the ‘hidden’ want to seek approval from an outside source such as my … Continue reading

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Day 28: Reactive Behaviour

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hide and suppress the responsibility I have for ALL of my reactions to/towards other people. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resort to blame as an apparently valid … Continue reading

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