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Day 224: The Paranoia Of Being At The Top

I commit myself to when/as I see myself believing that I must compete to remain in the top few through dominating over others, being aggressive and violent, to stop and breathe.  I realise that if I have to bully to … Continue reading

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Day 159: Only One Way To Survive

Continued from Day 157: Only I Have To Live With My Decisions I commit myself to when and as I am forcing myself to go to school through thoughts/emotions/feelings as knowledge/information, to stop and breathe. I realise that if I accept … Continue reading

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Day 111: But The World Isn’t Accepting Me!

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to interpret my own weaknesses as opportunities to criticize and slander myself to justify my own opinion that I am not a human being worthy of being confident in who I … Continue reading

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Day 94: Doing Wrong

Thought Dimension “What if I just become less than who I was previously  for doing X because what if people curse at me for doing what I did?” I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to rely on my … Continue reading

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