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Day 204: Memory

I commit myself to when/as I see routine as someone trying to control me, to stop and breathe.  I realise that a memory of believing I am being controlled triggered and to avoid the unpleasant experience generates friction until I … Continue reading

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Day 166: Intelligence Obsession

I commit myself to when/as I see myself obsessing over intelligence/being intelligent, to stop and breathe. I realise that when I want/need/desire to be intelligent this is an indication where I am participating in self interest, so when I had … Continue reading

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Day 156: Frustration To Overwhelmingness

Continued from Day 155: Pressure to Succeed Thought “Why is my mother pushing me to do this, when I asked her why and she doesn’t even know?” I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in frustration … Continue reading

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Day 106: Being Accepted

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to take my mother yelling at me personally and conclude that I am what is making her so angry. When/as I see another person being angry and yelling at me, I stop … Continue reading

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Day 100: Why The Thirst For Knowledge???

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define learning according to a secret plot to win my mother’s approval. When/as I see myself learning with the ‘hidden’ want to seek approval from an outside source such as my … Continue reading

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Day 99: Haggard Yet?

I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing the belief that after doing the same thing for long enough, I must feel exasperated and haggard. I realise that although I may do the same thing over a substantial period of time, … Continue reading

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Day 60: Giving Up Character Self Commitment Statements

See the previous post for context: Day 58: “I Give UP!” Character I commit myself to show that giving up is always an excuse to delay facing myself as the actual cause of my experience. I commit myself to show that … Continue reading

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Day 51: “People Are My Kryptonite” Character

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the belief that I only become more tired when facing people. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the belief that people are the greatest threat to my existence, therefore I am tired … Continue reading

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Day 28: Reactive Behaviour

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hide and suppress the responsibility I have for ALL of my reactions to/towards other people. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resort to blame as an apparently valid … Continue reading

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