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Day 102: Lazy

Digging deeper into laziness/procrastination as a burden. On the surface, laziness is always going to seem like an opportunity to free oneself because in not doing what needs to be done, the illusion is activated that there is ‘therefore’ a … Continue reading

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Day 94: Doing Wrong

Thought Dimension “What if I just become less than who I was previously  for doing X because what if people curse at me for doing what I did?” I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to rely on my … Continue reading

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Day 93: Shit I Did Something Wrong?

This goes hand in hand with self doubt character. As a child, I was constantly underestimated and played down in terms of being able to do what they (adults) could do. So although I was already eager and ready to … Continue reading

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Day 60: Giving Up Character Self Commitment Statements

See the previous post for context: Day 58: “I Give UP!” Character I commit myself to show that giving up is always an excuse to delay facing myself as the actual cause of my experience. I commit myself to show that … Continue reading

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Day 15: Does Walking Past Strangers Have To Be Awkward?

When I walk past each person I have never spoken with personally, there is always a degree of discomfort: it is like I almost want to leave my body to not ‘intrude’ on the space of the other person, out … Continue reading

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Day 10: Fidgety At Work

Fidgeting has been a problem that has been happening when I sit myself down to do work. It is amazing: when I am not doing work, sometimes I don’t know what to do or what to do with myself. But … Continue reading

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Day Two: Work

Every time I work for several hours or longer, I have an immediate reaction that I ‘need’ to rest – and invariably, this break becomes as long as the time that I worked, if not longer.  Not only that, throughout … Continue reading

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