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Day 239: Test Taking Mentality

Learning was reduced into a petty competition through the test form.  I couldn’t enjoy learning anymore – I had to compete.  I couldn’t just learn anymore = I had to be the best, perfect myself, and perfect myself.  Everyone was … Continue reading

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Day 89: Learning Must Not Become a Culture

When learning becomes a culture, we have a generation of human beings obsessed with learning, some of which react to the below thoughts productively, while others freeze up and severely compromise themselves in their world, such as me.  Where is … Continue reading

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Day 83: Fear of Failure Within Learning, Facing Excuses

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear failure because of a memory where I had done something, and then convinced myself that I had done something absolutely wrong and therefore absolutely unforgivable, even by myself. When and … Continue reading

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Day 7: Do Pictures Really Steal Your Soul?

Since working with a greater acceptance of what mistakes are here for – within the context of practical living and what is best for all – another habit/pattern was revealed to me. When I feel like I am accomplishing something, … Continue reading

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