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Day 235: Investigating Test Taking Mentality, Part 2

I was introduced to tests as a form of competing against others, where a world of people would be ranked and half were thrown out, my mind’s reasoning was that the minimum grade was 60% for a pass, so I … Continue reading

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Day 135: You’re Responsible For A Stable Life

Day 128: Promotion as Fear of Failure Day 129: You Don’t Work Hard Day 130: I Can Only Do So Much… Day 131: Respecting Opinions For No Reason Day 132: Shit There’s Inequality!!!! Day 133: Avoidance is The Trap Day … Continue reading

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Day 114: Intelligent Is The Price Of Admission

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to copy and paste behaviours that I have perceived to indicate intelligence, to make myself look intelligent to try and please my mother. When/as I see myself acting out behaviours that … Continue reading

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Day 110: Working Hard

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to expect myself to miraculously achieve every standard with doing less and less work. When/as I see myself judging myself for how much work I am doing to manifest one point … Continue reading

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Day 97: The Secret, Learning Desires

Where am I defining me/a part of me within and as something or someone outside of myself? – Defining learning according to some God given ability, ‘god given’ = worth, value, confidence, trust I Forgive myself that I’ve accepted and … Continue reading

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