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Day 216: Survival, Perfection, Ambition

“I hate this pressure to always be perfect. Impossible.” Perfection as an idea was not introduced to me until grade school, when in my Mind, I was suddenly faced with the equation of survival and how everything fit into this … Continue reading

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Day 208: Staying Up Late

Writing late at night, when at around 10.30 pm I was already getting sleepy. Instead of heeding my body and preparing to go to bed, my habit of staying up and writing late popped up like a thought in my … Continue reading

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Day 207: Pushing Away Routine, Pushing Away Commitment

I commit myself to the simple action of realising through common sense, what is the effect of doing X in this moment, is it accumulating to what is best for ALL or best for me, if only best for me … Continue reading

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Day 205: Doing Important Tasks

I commit myself to when/as I see myself fearing doing the same routine, to stop and breathe. I realise that the same routine means doing the same tasks, proving to myself that I understand the role and support I give … Continue reading

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Day 203: Deconstructing Clever Ways To Escape Routine

I commit myself to when/as I see myself believing that I will be bored doing the same routine, to stop and breathe. I realise that if I find a routine boring, it is no excuse to give up on the … Continue reading

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Day 187: Acting Without Understanding

I commit myself to when/as I see myself stopping an action without any understanding, and I realise how I supported myself in my world with the task, to stop and breathe. I realise that I only require my permission to … Continue reading

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Day 185: No One Cares If I Am Smart!!!

I commit myself to when/as I see myself believing that I have no support to be ‘intelligent’ out of the excuse that no one cares if I am not intelligent and starve, to stop and breathe. I realise that I … Continue reading

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Day 162: When I Imagine Smarter People Around Me…

Continued from this post: I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to stop dedicating myself to a task only because of a feeling that I must stop before “I lose any more “internal resources” of focus, attention … Continue reading

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Day 152: Breaking Silence

Okay, so I can’t just take care of myself first, in terms of only caring about my own Mind first because that is what I basically did for two decades. The consequence is self interest, isolation and separation from what … Continue reading

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Day 119: Free Choice Character Thought Dimension

Fear Dimension Self Commitment Statements When/as I see myself fearing committing to a choice, I stop and breathe. I realise that because I can only commit to ONE choice, I require to apply critical thinking skills and investigate EVERY aspect … Continue reading

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