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Day 370: To Be or Not To Be… Lax

This is a continuation from the previous post. – not having enough money to live off of I commit myself to when and as I see myself imagining my actions and circumstances to be ‘up to chance’ – I stop, … Continue reading

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Day 218: Perfection and Time

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that only perfection as perfect work and perfect everything will ensure my survival. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deceive myself into believing … Continue reading

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Day 210: The Hazard Of Taking Initiative

I commit myself to when/as I see myself waiting for someone to show me the hazards of any action I do, in the fear of doing something ‘wrong’ as accumulating effects that harm others and myself, to stop and breathe. … Continue reading

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Day 176: Might As Well Not Try

I commit myself to when/as I see myself believing that my participation, anything I do, is useless, to stop and breathe. I realise that every moment I victimize myself to not participate, every day I participate in the same habits/patterns … Continue reading

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