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Day 236: Investigating Test Taking Mentality, Part 3

Tests were the first point also where I was beginning to be censored, from the perspective that I could not ask certain questions, and in the context of tests, not a single question is allowed to be asked, or spoken … Continue reading

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Day 235: Investigating Test Taking Mentality, Part 2

I was introduced to tests as a form of competing against others, where a world of people would be ranked and half were thrown out, my mind’s reasoning was that the minimum grade was 60% for a pass, so I … Continue reading

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Day 166: Intelligence Obsession

I commit myself to when/as I see myself obsessing over intelligence/being intelligent, to stop and breathe. I realise that when I want/need/desire to be intelligent this is an indication where I am participating in self interest, so when I had … Continue reading

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Day 135: You’re Responsible For A Stable Life

Day 128: Promotion as Fear of Failure Day 129: You Don’t Work Hard Day 130: I Can Only Do So Much… Day 131: Respecting Opinions For No Reason Day 132: Shit There’s Inequality!!!! Day 133: Avoidance is The Trap Day … Continue reading

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Day 110: Working Hard

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to expect myself to miraculously achieve every standard with doing less and less work. When/as I see myself judging myself for how much work I am doing to manifest one point … Continue reading

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Day 105: Studying is Not So Difficult

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define studying according to a memory where I reacted in anger to my mother for not being able to explain why I was studying continuously. When/as I see myself participating in … Continue reading

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Day 100: Why The Thirst For Knowledge???

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define learning according to a secret plot to win my mother’s approval. When/as I see myself learning with the ‘hidden’ want to seek approval from an outside source such as my … Continue reading

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Day 98: Learning Desires Continued

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to victimize myself in relationship to learning, when the only task that ever needs to be done is to work with myself, in considering the decision that I have made for myself … Continue reading

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Day 97: The Secret, Learning Desires

Where am I defining me/a part of me within and as something or someone outside of myself? – Defining learning according to some God given ability, ‘god given’ = worth, value, confidence, trust I Forgive myself that I’ve accepted and … Continue reading

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Day 89: Learning Must Not Become a Culture

When learning becomes a culture, we have a generation of human beings obsessed with learning, some of which react to the below thoughts productively, while others freeze up and severely compromise themselves in their world, such as me.  Where is … Continue reading

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