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Day 204: Memory

I commit myself to when/as I see routine as someone trying to control me, to stop and breathe.  I realise that a memory of believing I am being controlled triggered and to avoid the unpleasant experience generates friction until I … Continue reading

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Day 139: Normal As Group Psychology

This is part of a series: Day 136: Abandonment/Aloneness Character, Introduction Day 137: Abandonment Character, Problem “The first turning point was a moment when I believed that I was not normal – I had to react in some way to … Continue reading

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Day 111: But The World Isn’t Accepting Me!

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to interpret my own weaknesses as opportunities to criticize and slander myself to justify my own opinion that I am not a human being worthy of being confident in who I … Continue reading

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Day 56: Necessary Roughness

Continued from Day 55: Boss Character I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to adopt a boss character as a reaction to protect/defend myself from facing past live memory moments where I interpreted myself to be a victim of … Continue reading

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Working With Others

I have been working with the point of working with every person in my world and my reality, because I realize how I am spiting others if I work with myself, but do not accept or allow myself to work … Continue reading

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