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Day 392: My New Job

I’ve been told that I write to make myself feel better. At this new job, I’ve been exposed to an environment of suspicion; where it is really the 5 of them against me. My initial reaction to this environment was … Continue reading

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Day 373: First Love Trauma

First love. It’s not like I haven’t been in love before. I think it’s the evolution of the hope of something better in this life and as such, is a disgusting thing. Because the start of this want or hope … Continue reading

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Day 219: Tensing Up The Body

Getting tense in my body again.  And the first thoughts I have are how the people around me – everything and everyone else – are making me tense.  This is survival paranoia, lately I have been using the arm bar … Continue reading

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Day 201: Daily Grind Of Routine

I commit myself to when/as I see myself complaining about doing the same routine over and over, to stop and breathe. I realise that I am simply doing the task, as I would begin ANY task, breathing in, making a … Continue reading

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Day 76: I’m Doing This For You Character Continued

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the belief that when someone does not prove their gratefulness for what I did/am doing, what I did is automatically worthless and meaningless. I commit myself to stop relying on other people’s reactions … Continue reading

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Day 62: Pained Character

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the belief that it is normal to have some painful experiences that I would not like to experience. Therefore I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to, when such memories are triggered, … Continue reading

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