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Day 262: Paranoia of Hearing Certain Phrases

Lately I have been facing a point of paranoia where, especially at night, I would hear people and be paranoid about hearing certain phrases and words. For the umpteenth time I got paranoid and then it struck me: I was … Continue reading

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Day 216: Survival, Perfection, Ambition

“I hate this pressure to always be perfect. Impossible.” Perfection as an idea was not introduced to me until grade school, when in my Mind, I was suddenly faced with the equation of survival and how everything fit into this … Continue reading

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Day 204: Memory

I commit myself to when/as I see routine as someone trying to control me, to stop and breathe.  I realise that a memory of believing I am being controlled triggered and to avoid the unpleasant experience generates friction until I … Continue reading

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