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Day 279: Resistance to Change

Visit the original post for context “I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try and fix the chains of my preprogramming by looking for quick fixes that would mean I do not have to go all … Continue reading

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Day 205: Doing Important Tasks

I commit myself to when/as I see myself fearing doing the same routine, to stop and breathe. I realise that the same routine means doing the same tasks, proving to myself that I understand the role and support I give … Continue reading

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Day 192: The Horror of Routine-Phobia

I commit myself to when/as I see myself resisting routine, to stop and breathe. I realise that no matter how much school ‘knows’, what my life will be and who I will be – two most important points that directly … Continue reading

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Day 152: Breaking Silence

Okay, so I can’t just take care of myself first, in terms of only caring about my own Mind first because that is what I basically did for two decades. The consequence is self interest, isolation and separation from what … Continue reading

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Day 104: Studying Is Hard

Changing the study habits once and for all, by/through walking through one excuse at a time I began to define studying according to capitulating when I started being more enticed by entertainment than studying, but then my mother did not … Continue reading

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Day 37: You Decide Your Own Fate

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to apply self forgiveness for/as Self as who I really am after all masks of personality as various wants/needs/desires are dropped so that I may remain here with/as myself. I forgive … Continue reading

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What is Change?

Thoughts/emotions/feelings all collectively outline an absolutely specific mathematical equation that translates into daily habits and patterns of living.  For example I have been resisting the idea of waking up early in the morning to start the day, and that is … Continue reading

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When Am I Going To Stop?

Yesterday, I said ‘yes’ to thoughts, and fulfilling the delusion that is energy.  Here, today, I am facing the consequences of indulging in such affairs, and facing myself as the ‘honest’ want/need/desire to satisfy my thoughts. At the time, I … Continue reading

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