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Day 713: When You Have A Childhood Resentment, What Should You Do That’s Best For Your World?

Lingering resentments from my past I’ve brought to my attention, which makes me curious how to dispel them. Because when you’re faced with a deep resentment, it always seems easier to do what is taught but in that view the … Continue reading

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Day 370: To Be or Not To Be… Lax

This is a continuation from the previous post. – not having enough money to live off of I commit myself to when and as I see myself imagining my actions and circumstances to be ‘up to chance’ – I stop, … Continue reading

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Day 369: Being Uncertain of What the Future Holds

Here’s one way to write: ask a worthwhile self investigative question and answer self honestly.  Then forgive yourself for the reasons why you see these points as valid when you KNOW it’s not the best for you or for others … Continue reading

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Day 368: Is Equality Demonized Through Media?

I don’t see any reason why I would resist putting in more time and effort on the tasks that I set out to do. So the solution is simple: just do it. Except for one point: cello practice. I forgive … Continue reading

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Day 199: Horror of Doing The Same Routine

In this post expanding a self forgiveness statement I made. “I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the delusion that I was changing because my routine was being manhandled by school from the perspective that to do well … Continue reading

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Day 192: The Horror of Routine-Phobia

I commit myself to when/as I see myself resisting routine, to stop and breathe. I realise that no matter how much school ‘knows’, what my life will be and who I will be – two most important points that directly … Continue reading

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Day 152: Breaking Silence

Okay, so I can’t just take care of myself first, in terms of only caring about my own Mind first because that is what I basically did for two decades. The consequence is self interest, isolation and separation from what … Continue reading

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Day 136: Abandonment/Aloneness Character, Introduction

The past self forgiveness statements and self commitments aren’t specific enough because I wasn’t using a structure that supported more specific application. I underestimated how I support myself with the writing phase, and the previous writing was rambling about the … Continue reading

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