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Day 181: Showing And Compromising Decisions Is Not Living Them

I commit myself to when/as I see myself wanting/needing/desiring to show other people how ‘principled’ I am, to stop and breathe. I realise that if/when I do ANYTHING that is for others in separation of myself, I am not living … Continue reading

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Day 179: Is This What I Need To Do For Money?

I commit myself to when/as I see myself believing that money equals having future chances to re-establish my principles, to stop and breathe. I realise that I toy with myself and my world when I compromise my principles just to … Continue reading

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Day 178: Intelligent Principle as Rejection and Approval… Not!

I commit myself to when/as I see myself rejecting what is ‘bad’ and accepting what is ‘good’ out of the excuse of standing for a principle, to stop and breathe. I realise that when I reject the ‘bad’ and accept … Continue reading

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Day 177: Relating Intelligence to Money, Mistakes

I commit myself to when/as I see myself interpreting intelligence, doing what needs to be done to be intelligent, as me apparently being forced to be in constant survival mode of fear, to stop and breathe. I realise that what … Continue reading

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Day 169: The Intelligent Thing is to Give Up Intelligence For Your Survival

Being more specific about the memory about intelligence and survival in this post, focusing on how I reacted to my mom’s statement made about intelligence. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to violently reject my mom’s … Continue reading

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Day 168: Intelligence And Survival

Expanding on the memory that was triggered in relation to the word ‘intelligence’. In the memory I was in the basement of a school, during a break. Then after something my mom said to me yesterday, I began to think … Continue reading

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Day 153: Moving Onto Better Things

Continued from Day 151: Postponing The Change Note: Posts will get longer when I sort my self commitment out.  I am experimenting with valuing daily blogging over length because before, I would stop for months at a time; I would … Continue reading

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Standing in Common Sense

Last exam today, and I am still here; the same, person I have accepted and allowed myself to-be, accumulated over years. Today a friend, while going to the subway, asked me why I wasn’t going to the ‘exam afterparty’.  Immediately … Continue reading

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